Wow its been a long time since I have been on here! I am just needing a place to vent that my husband does not know about.... he will see if I block a blog on my other page so that he cant see it and will ask why it is blocked... anyway... nothing bad is wrong... I am just irritated... I HATE boys nights! i dont know if I will ever like them... I dont know why I hate them but i do... I never want my husband to go out with his friends to bars... is that wrong? I just feel like when you are married you dont do that stuff anymore... I do kinda have a double standard about it though... BUT when I go out with my friends it is not to some club downtown... it is to some podunk towny bar in town... I think my fear comes from sooooo many bad relationships before my husband. I know he is not them... and I know he will not cheat on me... i just dont even like the thought of him being out and being around other women... mostly hot young college age girls... I know I am just being a pissy wife... I just need to vent about it...I guess the good thing about it is that he comes home to me at the end of the night... but in my mind... anything ...even dancing with another girl is cheating... so did he cheat that night? I will never know... so maybe I should try to change my concept of the whole cheating thing... I have tried in the past... it is just not possible for me.... I dont know why... I dont know if I ever will... oh well...hopefully it wont matter and there wont be many more boys nights any time soon!! :) LOL i am such a bad wife! :)