Well... I found one... one that is soo freaking amazing I can't even stand it. Well, he has been around for a while but we just started taking it more seriously around July 15th to be exact!! HA!
Anyway... His name is Josh and he is pretty much freakin awesome. We just get each other. We are exactly alike. We like all the same things, except he likes the Cardinals and I dig the Cubs!! HA!! He is very kind, sweet, he is very genuine and sincere, and he is a hopeless bleeding heart romantic just like me. I love it!
He even wants to marry me! He has told me that as soon as he can afford it, and gets it oked by my dad of course, he is going to ask me. :) He is even looking for a job down here. You see, he lives in Springfield and I live in So. Ill. Which su cks pretty bad. But, I see him every weekend for the most part. If I am not there, he will come here. So, he is going to move down here with me!! I am soo excited!!! He is shooting for a wedding next summer!! I was like ok... we shall see!! But you know secretly I will sooo marry him. I am sooo freakin in love with him I cant stand it.
At first I was like... I dont know about this... I cant be in love this fast. But, I realized I really am and am just gonna go with it. My friends are happy for me and they all really like him. FINALLY!! LOL! I think that secretly a couple, if not all of them, think I am just pulling a move that I pull sometimes and just think I love him. But, they are holding their tounges and not saying anything to me!! Thanks guys!! But, I genuinely honestly love him and want to spend the rest of my life with him. He makes me very very happy. I am the happiest I have been in a really really long time. I know this will last forever. He is amazing. Have I said that already?!?! HA!!!