I sure can pick 'em!

I have recently had a horrible experience with a guy that I thought I could trust. I guess not. Please tell me what would possess a man to lay his hands on a woman. Someone half his size. Does that make him feel like he is somebody?

So to start this story. We were out playing pool and everything was fine. All of a sudden he was tra shed. He told me to go home, he didnt want to see me. Then proceeded to call me a sl ut... I went back into the bar to tell his friend to talk to him and see what was up. He then told me that I could go be with his friend. This was crazy, but I brushed it off as him being dru nk. We then went to a second establishment and I didnt have my ID and they would not let me in. I asked him to go to my house to get it he told me no. So I had his friend go with me. We were gone for 15 mins. When we got back... of course according to him I had f u cked his friend. This led to a huge fi ght at my house in which he honestly threatened to k ill me with his bare hands. Me being the "to ugh" person that I am, got in his face and said to him " You don't fu c kin scare me" ...this was a mistake,... he then proceeded to take me by my hair and twist me around. I had to ki ck and h it him to make him stop hur ting me.... I then forced him to leave my apartment. I was going to call the police and press charges on him,but he honestly scares me. I dont think he would hesitate to hurt me if I told on him.... I have never in my life been so upset about anything in my life. I cant sleep. I am having trouble keeping my food down. I am a nervous wreck. No one has ever had the ba lls to lay their hands on me. There were so many signs that I should have seen this coming, but I never thought it would really happen. I guess that when a man is mean enough to say things to you like "you are a fat a ss sl ut that needs to loose some f uck in fat off our a ss" maybe they would have the ba lls to hit you too...

I can honestly say that I am not sure if I will ever be able to trust any guys again. Who says that they will not raise their hand to me too. I saw my dad hit my mom a couple times and I told myself that no man would ever have second chance to put his hands on me, and I swear to God that no man will. This is the first and the last.

To all of my friends... I am sorry that I didnt listen to you about him. I think that I took something this drastic to get me to realize that all of you really do know what is good for me.... I love you guys. Thank you for being my friends.