Color...
So here it is...Why is it that when I look at my friends, coworkers, students, or even most people on the street I don't purposely see color. But, when it comes time to talking to a guy color is the first thing that crosses my mind and makes me worry and think twice. I mean, when I am in the bar I see a guy and say he is hot either way. But, when it comes down to talking to one that may or may not lead somewhere, I freak out about their color. I am positive that it is all about the way I was raised and my fear of loosing my family. I should not worry about it and just go with my heart so to say. I honestly think that my parents would get over it EVENTUALLY. It would take years I think,but they could not ever REALLY disown me. They love me too much. So I think I would risk it if my heart told me to. But we all know that my heart tells me to do things all the time and where has that gotten me... :)
posted by ch-hay duex at 8:03 AM
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AMEN...to the whole thing. We have recently had this conversation...you are in the position to be able to explore your situation due to the fact that your rents are in so ill...so be open see what happens...
AND ONCE YOU GO BLACK YOU NEVER GO BACK :)
atleast according to one of your students
Your heart DOES give you the wrong idea a lot, but if that weren't the case in this situation, I would say to go for it, because I don't think your dad would ever accept it, but he wouldn't disown you forever. He would probably just not like it and make nasty comments. You could just keep from visiting often.
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